CRASH GOES ME!!!

I would like to go "CRASH"! Sorry that I have been distant...however, I do have some good excuses! I was in SLC friday through sunday...somehow I didn't get the memo that my in-vitro class was starting at 11 am instead of 1 pm on saturday! If I didn't know better I would think I was pregnant already...I am so emotional lately! I cried all day saturday stressing over this in-vitro thing. Then on Sunday I attended Carmen's stake conf.. she spoke in it about what she has learned over the past year! That was so incredible...of course I cried all through that..and more when ever I told of her talk to anyone! I drove home sunday night. Monday I was supposed to do a blood draw...checking my progesterone levels to make sure I ovulated this past cycle! If results came back possitive then I would start injections that night. Well, living in rural Utah..those results take a day to come in (acording to the lady that drew my blood). So I became a little nervous thinking that now I am a day late starting my shots...and not knowing if that would be ok! So on tuesday...I waited and waited to hear from either the lab or my dr. saying go ahead and start injections.....waited and waited...finally I started making some calls before places closed and to make this long story shorter...my blood work was rejected! Which only means that the lady who drew it may have put it in the wrong vial...or froze it when she shouldn't have..or didn't freeze it when she should have...bottom line is she didn't even bother to contact me and let me know! By the time I came to this conclusion I was emotionally on fire and exhausted!! So Ben and I hopped in the car and drove to Salt Lake that night, stayed in a hotel and went to the clinic first thing in the morning! Between Ben and I ...7 vials of blood later, 2 urine samples, one pap smear, and a seman collection.....and Happy Valentine's Day to us...we can now head back home...still waiting on our results! Today at 5 pm I finally find out that my results were positive and I get to start my first injection tonight! Ben leaves for SLC tomorrow to go snowmobiling with Dexter...he comes home on Monday..we all head back up on wednesday for court on Thursday. On friday I am going to Phoenix by myself for one last (very needed) de-stress trip by myself..I will come back on sunday and go back to SLC on monday for more tests and a check up!!! WE ARE SO CRAZY!!! So I appologize that I didn't take the time to blog....however, I love you all and I will do my best to keep in touch!